This Is How I Blow Your Mind

So when I met my fiance, he actually gave me that love weight.. you know, you start feeling so comfortable with yourself, eat whatever the hell you want, snacking in the middle of the night, at some point after all I have been through with working on body and starting to love the way I look, I was looking on the scale and siad "what the hell did I do to myself?!" So my confidence went to hell, and I stopped eating carbohydrates. I began losing weight and it was wonderfull, but than something else happened. I was looking at some videos about animal abuse, I would not talk about it too much because this is not the point of this blog, but when I become a vegeterian, the weight dropped to fast that I had no idea how am I doing that. Well as I was trying to understand the reason of the massive weight loss, I understood that eating too much meat can actually change your methabolism, and lost weight much faster. So right now I am already 20 days without meat, and I won't...

So today I am going to write something that is a little unusual for me, And maybe it will help me pay a little less to my psychologist. So I am 18 years old and a year ago I was supposed to go to the army, I was supposed to be a  criminal investigator, but right now I am doing something that is completely different. So my boyfriend and I met when I got my draft order, and I was sure I know what I want to do for the next two years, but then well.. Our relationship was getting serious, And ,my lover Shay was still in the army. So we were starting to talk about moving in with each other, and well.. I don't wanna live with his family.. I mean.. who  does want to live with her boyfriend's parents. Well 6 months later, my parents threw a big dinner and my boyfriend's parents were invited, so that night Shay thought was the best time to turn me into his fiance. Well I love Shay and I do want to spend the rest of my life with him.. But with everybody screaming after he ...